i kindly blame you.

hello there. this is a blog post in english because why not. and also because i am hopelessly in love with someone-- and this is what i wrote in the past 2 weeks or so because of this mess in my heart.

Loving you

Is a torment

That I don't mind.

You are a planet

Which satellites surrounds you

I'm one of them

One who dreamed of Earth

But you are Jupiter

And I am smaller than Europa

What destiny let me circle you

Next to Ganymede?

You are a warrior

With loyal fighters behind you

I'm one of them

One who dreamed victory

But the victory cannot be ours

It's for the fellow brothers and sisters

Who fights better

And fights beside you.

I won't be seen

I won't be heard

I won't be remembered

As you are to me

Can you be the knight?

Can you be the light?

Even if you can't

I've already seen you as one.

When the sun steps down

You'll be able to see the moon

When the sword fails

You'll know your shield

When you fell

You'll know your crutch

But are you willing to realize

The silent moon

The crossbowmen

The one who sees you as everything?

-A, 15, a little bit hopeless