when expectations met reality

let me write this post in english. bad english, actually. it's more dramatical.

can i come to your world? and take you to mine? i know. i'm stupid. not my heart, my logic too. my logic just agrees when i accidentally fall in love with someone across the country, at the other side of the world. but ain't even mad. actually, i want him to be my missing puzzle piece of my life. i don't want a fake memory of you, and me. it'll hurt me if nothing happens. i want to reach you, but all that i can reach is a cold screen. filled with emptiness and expectations. no, i won't give up. i don't know why. but, i can't say that i have a good feeling about this one. because, whenever i feel good about something, it'll be all wrong. but please, whoever reads this please forgive me for being a teenage girl. my mood and feeling can change all of sudden. and the reason why i write this random teenage girl-ish is because i found this video. the cinematography is/are (?) very awesome. like, it can take our feeling to the short movie there. and now i realized that..... i accidentally promoing a short movie. good job teenage mood. before things get really strange, let me say bye.

bye